Never s t a t i c

So. Wow has been fun and stressful all at the same time recently, if previous posts haven't given that away. I am looking to see how this week goes in regards to if I am going to completely flip out at the new people or not. magic invisible 8 ball says that : 'all signs point to yes'. So this shall be interesting.
I realized that I am not going to gquit from my guild over these two newbies, who I am finding half the raid is really starting to get annoyed at. Even our GC has stepped in and started stating his authority in matters. That takes care of the vocal one, the lock. The trixier one, the quiet one is the Shadow No I'm HOLY! priest. She has been quietly in whipsers telling our healing class leader how to heal 25 mans. She has no farking clue how to use a disc priest in heals so I am being shunted off onto tanks that really gain no benefit from me. Also... Rather than cast earthsield on the MAIN tanks there is a particularly annoying shaman who keeps casting her Earthshield up on MY tank who already takes barely any damage. I looked at the charts after a trash pull and 100% of the tanks healing came from Earthshield. I litterally sat there and just bubbled the raid. I am not in raids to sit there and waste my time being bored. I am there to contirbute something to my raid. I am not there to be carried.
However with 3 CoH spamming holy priests, two resto chain healing shamans and a tree who hots the entire raid, I am being nudged out more and more. Last raid we did a retadin did more healing than me because he healed himself with seals after using seal of the martyr. -.- Talk about feeling lower than low. I wanted to spec Holy before this priest was recruited and virtually got my head bitten off by our GC who wanted me point healing the main tanks for a reason. As a disc priest I bring the mitigation to the yard. 30% of all my heals go into damage avoidance and prevention. Now tell me how is this not useful on a MT who is taking tons of damage?

I am going to have words with our healing class leader, not the shouty kind.  But the look, healing assignments suck FIX IT. kind. 

I  got my old passport back along with a brochure thing that says:

"your passport application has been approved and your passport has been issued." So YAY. Just waiting for that to come in the mail then. I have a few other things I need to take care of still (like buying the plane ticket) but hey it at least is a step int he right direction, right?

1. Make a list of 5 things you can see. Draenei Mage figurine,  guinea pig cage with guinea pig, A wall mirror,  my chibi pepsi bottle, my blackberry

2. What are you meant to be doing right now? Relaxing.

3. Name your 5 favorite albums. Metallica's Black Album, Indestructible, Praise the Fallen, Supernatural. There are more.

4. What's your occupation? Sales Associate  for Wal-Mart

5. Is there anything on your desk at this moment? yeah... a lot of crap.

6. What was the last film you watched? Chronicles of Narnia, Prince Caspian.

7. Which country or place do you most want to visit and why? Perth, Australia. I love someone there.

8. What was the last thing you ate today? Pork Roast.

9. What was the last text message you received? "Tickle"

10. What websites do you always visit when you go online? Livejournal. One Manga.

11. What was the last thing you bought? Food today at work.

12. What's your favorite song? Depends on what I am doing.

13. If you could pick another name for you what would it be? Chandara or Liliah

14. What's your zodiac sign? Gemini,

15. What is your favorite weather and why? Spring like weather, neither too warm nor too cold.

16. If you could play any musical instrument which one would you pick? Violin.

17. Do you have any siblings? Only child.

18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now? I love you.

19. What are your plans for next weekend? Work, rest.

20. Say something to the person who tagged you. Hi, its been awhile. I hope to keep in better touch this time around.

I keep having nightmares about zombies. -.- It not every night its usually once a week or every couple of days. And its never the same dream but I have a feeling its in the same setting as all my other zombie nightmares. This time it was outside of my house at night. We (a band of fighters) were hiding on the roof waiting for the zombies to come out of the dark. It was sort of my trial of initiation or something into this group of zombie hunters where I had to fight these two zombie women. Someone on the roof shot an arrow down but because of the dark, it missed and I picked it up to stab at one of the zombies in the heart. It didn't die because you have to damage the head/brain to kill it... and suddenly I had a sword and slashed it nearly in half... This was the first time that I have ever fought back against the zombies, so maybe I am starting to get over my fear of them. But I am still terrified of em.

Edit: I am editing this post because also in this dream the whole thing shifted to somewhere int he Sahara or such and there was a man there who basically lives in the desert who came from a research facility buried way out there. He was infected with the zombie disease but was not infectious himself. He wanted to go out into the desert and die because he didn't want to come back hunting people.

I Am A: Chaotic Neutral Human Druid/Ranger (2nd/1st Level)


Ability Scores:

Strength-12

Dexterity-15

Constitution-12

Intelligence-15

Wisdom-13

Charisma-14


Alignment:
Chaotic Neutral A chaotic neutral character follows his whims. He is an individualist first and last. He values his own liberty but doesn't strive to protect others' freedom. He avoids authority, resents restrictions, and challenges traditions. A chaotic neutral character does not intentionally disrupt organizations as part of a campaign of anarchy. To do so, he would have to be motivated either by good (and a desire to liberate others) or evil (and a desire to make those different from himself suffer). A chaotic neutral character may be unpredictable, but his behavior is not totally random. He is not as likely to jump off a bridge as to cross it. Chaotic neutral is the best alignment you can be because it represents true freedom from both society's restrictions and a do-gooder's zeal. However, chaotic neutral can be a dangerous alignment because it seeks to eliminate all authority, harmony, and order in society.


Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.


Primary Class:
Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast.


Secondary Class:
Rangers are skilled stalkers and hunters who make their home in the woods. Their martial skill is nearly the equal of the fighter, but they lack the latter's dedication to the craft of fighting. Instead, the ranger focuses his skills and training on a specific enemy a type of creature he bears a vengeful grudge against and hunts above all others. Rangers often accept the role of protector, aiding those who live in or travel through the woods. His skills allow him to move quietly and stick to the shadows, especially in natural settings, and he also has special knowledge of certain types of creatures. Finally, an experienced ranger has such a tie to nature that he can actually draw on natural power to cast divine spells, much as a druid does, and like a druid he is often accompanied by animal companions. A ranger's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.


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